“life will be better in spring”

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Helloooyyyyhhh REAAADERRSS Tdae is nt tht much post . Somethinq happen kaan )":

• SO , Nowdaes msg firas begginq hym to nt force me by Being hys TTM . I was so saad he jus wanna b TTM wit mie ! Lyke criosly ! i hurt hym ! ohhmhygud ! Lyke nw he begging mie being hys TTM onlie ): I dnt wanna b TTM sehy ! He said , TTM caan last longer . Haiyh . He dntnoe hoe much i miss hym and hoe much i love hym more dhen uu . I Wanna UUUU onlie ! Dhen he said , i gt BF olreadi wht ! so wht the point i ptch bck wit uu . Haiyyhh ! FIRAAS FIRAAS )':

• ` [INSERT NAME] Caan i b single ?? I wanna break wit u ! bhut u dnt wan ! Fuck u ! Issshhh ! I Dnt love u dhat much sehy ! bhut u dnt understand [INSERT NAME]
  

• ` [INSERT NAME] Idnt wanna u b saad always . I try my best to break wit mie and ptch bck wit you . I promise mhy self ! Yea , I hurt uu .. If u dnt noe arrhh . I Noe u hate mie . I feel baad sia ! If u hate mie , I more hate uu . Stuped mie sia .. )": I dnt tink we caan still b fren [INSERT NAME]
  

Oke laah ! i no mood animore to post ! Sorieeeyyyhh )":

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hii . So , Sorie i bz nw daes .. And so sorie Fr the lonq post . hehs (: SORIEEEYYHH !


On 250111 At sch . Studhy all the waayh . Finish sch . Sabo mhy fren hikmaah . HAha . Will B upload the picture soon . Take bus go westmall . Dhen take Mrt go bck wdlds . I no moneyh sia at tht tyme . Haiyyhh ! So , make mhy waayh go 351 . Gt danish onlie . So , he wanna go lib . I go take maya . Take maya alreadi saw nana(adq azrin) . Poor her . No one taking nana . Walk3 , go kopitiam thr . Maya wanna go toilet .. So , Wnt thr . Dhen , mit aidaa at 336 and azrin . So , we all go fuchun sec . See mustafa Play soccer . Gt match . I jus hope hys sch win . So , MUSTAFA RUN LYKE FISH .. Tsk , No offence . (: Hehs (: Sorie to said tht mus . (: . See them play soccer dhen , go 351 . Mit the othrs . ` Lyke crisly , He always distrub mie by sayinq " ... NNt nangis polak " ! Irrits sia hym ! ` . So blaah3 . Reach home . Sleep (: NITE (:


On 260111 Reach sch , Sit at canteen . Bcuz of raininq so we go our homeroom . Ard 7.40 , Go canteen . Eat breakfast . Mhy claass and 3N1 will b goinq ITE at cck ! Have fun thr . Will b goinq fr 2daes . Tdae 8am to 4.30pm . Tmr 8am to 12pm . FUN KAAN ! hehs . (: So , take pictures at thr . Many Matrep ! hehs . No way i gonna take Matrep . I HATe MATREP ! I fall in love one of the guy at 3N1 student ! OHHMHYGOD ! hys face criosly lyke firas . Haha . Whn we gt program kan , I look at hym , Sunddenly , he look at mie bck ! Ohmhygod ! he so cute sia ! i cnt imagine ! Hehs (: So , after tht , wen sch bck . Go busstop take 963 . Go 351 . `` 351 sumtyme bored . Sumtyme fun `` I was feel lyke dnt wnna go 351 animore . Bcuz of hym sia ! he ask mie to go ! CB punyer laki ! Hehs (: `` So wen home ard 6.45 . Reach home ,, Eat all dhen went to bed (: THE END (:

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` Sorie t0 hurt u . I really dnt meant to . I try mhy best not to ptch bck laah ! (: .So Sorie ):
I Hate beinq mie nw daes . GRR !! Taakper laah ): . I Shld nt tell u . Criosly ! how stuped i am ????
Lyfe SUCKS arrrr ! No boifren more gud .
` Sorry for making you, Sorry for everything I said , Sorry, I’m so sorry
Sorry if I disappointed you , Sorry if I hurt you , Sorry for everything , Sorry, I’m so sorry

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; I jus tink , Why u wan to bweak wit mie ? why ?! Haiyh ! I nvr do wronq to uu sia boi ! CB !
Open ur mind laah . I nvr make ani Mistake to u sehy . Hais . Whtever laah .

Yea , Yesterdae firas msg mie and say taat he wanna bweak wit mie . Lyke one fuck sia hym ! I nvr do wronq at all to hym ! Hais , Its oke laah ! PASS PASS LAAH !! )':
So , Yesterdae at sch . dhen gt npcc , We do changi museum . Dhen go bck sch ard 5+
Reach thr , Npcc teacher relese us .
Take , mrt go wdlds . Reach thr msg kelly , to tell she lpk or nt .
WalkWalkWalk go 351 . Reach thr , Salam everyone . Sit thr till 8.30pm . Go home take 903 .
BlahBlahBlah ! ard 10+ , syed msg mie . He ask mie fr ptch . I also complicated . Shld i or nt . Haiyh !
So , i nvr eply . Mayb i eply ltr laah . Haiyh !

Tdae , NABEEL BIRTHDAE !
Hehs . Hapi birthdae nabeel ! Sorie aqu tak dpt umpe kaw neari ehh . Mak aqu takk ghy kua .
Kaw faham2 ajer ehh . Yea ! Oke laah ! anw , HAPI BIRTHDAE ONCE AGAIN ! (:

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;; Oke , Reaallyyh 1 more daes fr our 3mthsawy . I just hope u Wit mie ): Bhut so sad , NO u nt wit mie . Haiyh ! I reaallyyh Hope we lastlonq till the end ! I miss 211010 )'; . I hope u rmbr tht tmr is our special Date fr us . I love u so much firas ! criosly ! u didt relase it . Yesterdae u lyke dnt wanna tegur mie . So Sad I was born lyke tys . Haiyh ! ):

Tsk , Yesterdae in a sundden TERSEREPAAK nan firas . Ish . Dalam bus polakk tuuh !
Hehs . I hope u saw mie . (:

So tdae , Go sch . Studyh . Play . Eat . Cabot Choir just nw . I hate choir man ! 2hr polaak tuuH ): hehs . Go take mrt . Take 913 wit izzaah and rahil bcuz they wanna peirce lips . Aftr tht , peirce alreadi , They take 913 . I take 912 . Stupid Syed and Danish ! dunwaanna wait fr mie at 351 . TERUSS GHY LIB . Bhut dhen i msg syed to wait fr mie a blk 362 . So , mi syed and danish alreadi . Go lib . Lib Damn bored . Danish always distrub mie with hys Saliva . ISSH ! Aidaa msg mie to go 351 . So yea , we 3 go 351 . Outside minimrt Mit aidaa , Hafiz , mustafa all . Dhen we all go badminton Court . Sit2 . Ard wht tyme lyke tht . Mie , AIdaa , azrin n syed Take taxi go msl . Hehs .
Realli bored sia 351 ! huhu ^^

Yesterdae nthq much . Mit firas in sudden . Dhen lpkinq at same placed . Hais . Fuchun sec DM 'come , Talk3 wit the fuchun sec ppl . Dhen the DM talk to mie lyke tys '' Dhen u YUSOF ISHAK why at here ? " he say . Stuped sia ! Thts mhy place wht . Nt ure place . Ur place at inside ofice ! BODOH!
Dhen , Police come . Naseb we take kena . Haiyh ! MPK SIA FUCHUN DM ! ! Complain3 ! Ish !

Oke laah ! tht all fr tdae (:

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So , tdae wake up . Shower . Go out of house ard 5.55am . Take bus 903 . So slow man the bus . Taake bus alreadi , Go out of bus , go Shop fr topup 5dller fr mie and hym . Haiyh ! Dhen , Rush take mrt bcuz the mrt goin to arrive in 1min more . Reach bukit bAtok , mit nelly all . Go sch take 106 . The sec1 minaah always lyke tryinq to look us . Irrits . reach sch , go canteen eat pizza . As mhy breakfast . Hehs . Dhen , go Sit . BLAAAH3 , Oke , recess . HEhs , Go hime ard 1+ . Take 106 go west mall . Dhen walk go westmall , Go lib wanna fynd chiiks fr mhy fren . Hehs , Dhen take 187 . Wanna go 351 . The us walk pass dunearn sec thr . Walao taak adr sufi sia . Hehs . AT 351 , first2 gt mus , fai , nad , aidaa and az . Bhut tymes go on . Manyh ppl come . So , distrub mustafa . He sendinq sonq , so i distrub hym . Hehs . Fuck sia me . Hehs . Criosly , Sunddenly i feel wanna patch bck wit hym . Idk why ehh . Hehs , Bhut i alwayz love firas . Oke laah . Tht all fr tdae . Nt much ryte . hehs . AIRINSK8TR ?! hehs . Soriieeyyhh ! ! ! FOR ALSO THE LONQ POST ! (:

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IF U STILL WANT MIE ? U CAAN TELL ME ? MEET MIE ?! WHY UU CANT ? IF U LOVE THE GERL WHO KISS UU . U JUST TELL MIE , S0 I CAAN JUS BWEAK UP WIT UU . I GT REASON WHY . THAT GERL TRYING TO MAKE US SEPARETED . HAIYH ! I REALLY CANT BELIEAVE , MEMBERS LYKE DYS ?! (refer too tht gerl -insert name- ) 351 LYKE TYS AR > MEMBER SIA ! BEEH U WANNA MAKE MIE AND FIRAS LYKE TYS . OKE FYNE LAAH ! I TRY MHY BEST TO BWEAK UP WIT HYM OOKE . SO UU WILL B HAPI KAN ! I REAALLY CNT BELEAVE TYS ! CRIOSLY ! MEMBER LYKE TYS . HAIYH ! STILL CAN STEPP LYKE SHE NVR DO ANITHINK SIA ! GRRRR !!!

I Love You & Goodbye

I will never forget you , Though I may meet someone new , But a part of my heart , Will forever belong to you. I know it won’t be easy , And I’ll miss you every second , But everything in life , Comes with a special lesson .

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When to sch tdae . Sori , i so bz nw daes . Haiyh ! Tired sia att sch . So , all the sec1 minaah2 msk npcc . Hehs .
Tdae i go sch gt openhouse fr CCA sec 1 . TIRED22 ! hehs .

So , I fight wit firas . Criosly , Kalaw ppn tuuh naak tipuu kan ! Taakyaah laah . Witness bhyk !
Hm . CIUM ARR KAW NAAN PPN TUUH ! SIAL YER PPN !
CBB !

Oke laah ! NO MOOD !

Hey . So bz nw daes . And too tired to post . Haiyh .
Short post caan ? I so damn tired to the max and no mood at all anw .
Haiyyh ! ):

Tdae , sch still the same . Sec oone boi so handsome sia ! issh !
Oke laah !
Bhubye laah . Short post also caan laah . As lonq ii post alreadii . (:


hii . Will b postinq abyt . Cuz i gt so dam manie hw . Walaowhye ! lazyyh sia mau bwat hw nhy semuu ! Haiyyh .
So, at sch tdae fyne . Bhut i gt sore eyes . Haiyh !Hm ,
Oke laah ! gtg . tata (:

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Hey . So , Yesterdae wen to sch . gt malay drama camp just 4r one dae .
Fun arr ! Bhut , So the cold ! Taakh bleeh anqkat ! Hehs ,
Not much tdae ! I also dont noe wht to sayh again . Hais .
ohh yes , Yesterdae mit mhy father , step mother and mhy younger brother .
So cute sia mhy younger brother .
So lonq nvr mit hyM ! lyke really2 miss hym !!! Hehs . (:
ImissHYm ! I jus wanna mit hym nw ! hehs . So , just nw mustaqim msg me ! Lyke criosly , sunddenly msg mie . Hehs (:

Ohh man . Mhy phone rosak sia ! Issh ! Currently wear mummyh phone jus fr msg hym .. Haiyyh !

Anw , Mhy blogskin i shld phut love or zebra arr ??? hm ,

Oke laah ! Gtg , bhubye !

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WIll nhot b postinq anithink tdae .. bz the whole dae .. 1whole week , i beinq too gudgerl . Go home faster . Hehs . Bhut at last , fridae tdae , nvr go npcc ! hehs .
Oke laah ! tata , titi , tutu !

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Yea , so go out sch , mit one guy sec1 , cute siaa ! lyke bitch to hell ! hehss . Take mrt , go wdlds . Walkkk walkk walk go 351 . mit aidaa , azrin all .. So , yea gt to msg firas . I was sayinq , he still love me ? He reply , Yes . Dhen i say , he still wanna continued our love ? He reply , Yes ! hehs .. Oke laah ! Thts fr 4/1


Tdae ;
Wake up 5.30 . BlaahBlaahBlaah . Mit nelly again at bb int ,
take 77 go sch . same thinq at sch . After sch , go general office(go) , get 200doller . Lyke criosly ! im here nt kiddinq .. REALLY ! $200 . Hehs , 
So , go 351 . Mit them . Oke , Fairuz hait , criosly botak . HuHU ^^ . syed hair , Funnyyh ! hehs . go bck ard 5+ . Bcuz i too lazzyhh to hanq out nw daes . Idontnoe whhyy ..
Haiiyyh ! 

I So tired at schh sia .. Isshh ! ! hm ,


Oke laah , Thts all fr nw .. nid to go bed earlyy . 

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Heylo0h ! 
S0 , yea the whole dae at home . Jus nw mrnq when polyClinic . Teman mhy grandmother check-up . S0 , After checkup , when go teh tarik , i eat mee soto .. HM  , N0 0ffence , nt tht nice . Hehs .. Dhen , at thr heavyy Rain ! ish ! , so take taxi go cwp . AT cwp , go popular .. Fyndinq aidil harry potter game . Tak dpt , go comic conection . Taqder laaghy . So , i and aidaa wen the bluez . I belyh rantai untk nelly.. Hehs . After tht , go int take 903 , go home . Hehs . Borinq polak kaad umaa . SO , yesterdae nvr go anyywhr .. HUhu ^^ . OKe laah !

Naseb aquu laah , Tdi kaad poly taq npk zai pon . Malas aquu naq umper dyher . Ish ! Kepo sqt dhye tauu .. Naqq umpe naqq umpe . ISHH ! 

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Haiyh ! Shld i jus bweak wit FIRAS ?? Haiyyhh ! 

Oke laah ! whtever laah ! Bhubye !

Mhy love too u Is true shyank !

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