“life will be better in spring”

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; I am gettinq nearly fallinq in love with u back . I really nid someone beside mie , i im sorie ! i so stuped to let 211010 over . I think 21th are the best . I so IN LOVE wih you . Pls understand mie jus fr a wile . I jus nid U ! onlie U laah dearest , I heart u tao ,, I miss You as the waay other guys miss me ! Serioly , amonq the 15 ex ii got .. I think u Are the one n ONlie best guy and Good guy fr mie ! I nid u 211010 .. I wont ever hate u . UU will Always inside my heart , Forever and ever . I so MISS U , LOVE U , HEART YOU , WANT YOU ! Come Back 21th .



I am back , So fr the camp i so lazy want to post laah ! Too manyy happens .. Gt Amazinq race , Game to life .. Many laah ! Bhut The fuuny part is when we goinq to sleep .. hahaa ! The bois suddenly , come to our classroom at nite . And they saay the MALAY goncang and watch phon sehy ! hahaha ! Fuck sia they ..
So tdae went back blah3 ! Dhen go out aqain mit syed all at 351 ... Slack3 !
Aqu banqku syed bikecycle .. funny sia hafiz ! hahah ! oke laah ! Thts aall ! Hmm , Bhbubye !


will b havinq camp tmr . so will loss fr 2daay .. Fridaayy and sat .. Yaa !

Woohhoo ! Got new hp ! hahah ! hapiyyii Siol ! Aidaa Jealous so faar ! hahaha (: Wen 351 at nyte jus nw .. hahha ! Fun siol ! oke laahh ! so faar , nothinq to saay ! yaa , so bhbuubye ! Will b post mayb on sundaay or saturdaay nyte kk (:

Loveyaa Guys (: Bbyyyee (:

Hi Readers (:

lyke pernormal kaan ! at sch , studyy , skip claasss ! and all the waay ! hahha (:
Currently , i never lpk at all ! lyke wow sia ! ahhah !
ahlamak ! Fridaay got camp , 2daays1nites .. Good laah ! Not at home ! lyke good maah ! Onlie ur claass got camp ! Onlie the 2T1 ajr ! Good laah for it ! no other claass , if gt , they gonna act infront the tech ! Fuck THEM aarhh ! Wanna step gerek pe , aqu tawu laah kwnq ACAD ! beh BIQFUCK ?
Bdh sia ! Technicaal PON adrh OTAK Laah ! Ooke laah ! Thts all....


` Pls , caan u stop makinq mie lyke ure toy ! Criosly , if u hate mie ! tell oke ! I am a toy to play wit , at class oke ! I hate u mother fucker bitch !

` Sayanq , I just wish u were here .. I love u so damn much , I dont knoe if u still love mie taak !
Pls , i just want to patch back wit uu laah FIRAS ! Why caant u jus accpt it ?! Am i too Ugly ?! Haiyh ! Pls3 ! I hope u msg mie A.S.A.P !

` Syq , I hope u understand mie . I jus Caant accpt ure love .. In my heart i onlie have firas ! I try to frqt Hym , Bhut I caant ! Idontknow why Cannt ii ! I am so soryyh syq !

Hey u ! yes u ! hapi birthdaay DEAR! I love yyuuu So much MAYA ! (: MUAAKSS !

The 351s Outinq At WaterFront (: On 210211



Hi . Todae all the 351s wen to waterfront . Mit they at 351 , nabeel and maya take bike . I , Azira , azrin and syed take bus . And Hafiz , Mustafa take bike go home change cloths .
Nabeel and maya reach first waterfront .. Mit them alreadi at waterfront . Dhen go Play the climbing thingy .. HAhah , Lyke waant to fall sehy .. W8 fr mus and hafiz come , they so late sia .. So w8ing2 , Strt play tipong , we trow at maya . When I playing bike ard the waterfront , I saw mus and hafiz takinq the bike towards me . And i run awaay , they was lyke one fuck sehy . Whr the good matrep bike . HAha ! FAKE (: I am the first , Mus second and hafiz last . So when mustafa behind mie , suddenly mus kena sabo sia ! ahha PADAN muke ... NEXT , HAFIZ SO THE DIFFICLUT SIA ! bhut at laast get to catch hafiz .. Hahha ! Blaah3 , went i was taking the bike wit syed , i saw MONKEY ! many siol ! haah (: ... GO HOME ! REACH HOME ! Blaah3 ! Done (: Waah ! I jatoh sia 2 tymes sehy at WATERFRONT ! Fuck arh azira and syed , make mie fall !




Went Out wit Families . Yaa , I wontB posting to lonq . Bcuz bz helpinq mummy cook .. Yaa , So thts all laah ! Tdae all the waay nvr txt syed , yaa ! Save ppad laah . If nt Every sec must layan hym . Haha ! Oke laah (: Bhbbbuuyyee !



Blaah ! I hate U went U leave mie (:
Peace (:
Cute Sehhyy (:
Dont Leaave me alone oke (:



Yestedaay Go NPCC ... Was not tht tiring , Abyt ajrh .. All the waay at NPCC , Lookimq and findinq MUHYIDDIN (:
hahah .. Lame (: Finsh Npcc taake mrt , and go 351 . LPK3 !
went home , And all the waay go to bed and sleep.
So todaay Staay home lyke criolsy bored , At home mie and mhy ggm .
Just now RASUL ask mie to follow them go jln2 , Dhen i ask laah , go tell mummy arh if i caan follow . Dhen he say , Ltr Callin2 ajrh laah ..
. hhehe .. Oke whtever anw .. HEheh ! Haiyyhh ): BORED3 !
NO one want to mdq mie . Waah ! Good laah , lyke tht , if no one wan to txt mie , i wont txt anione arhh oke (:



Cute Sia **
Every Body Hurts . No one Always Hapiee (:

I love u Alwaays And Forever Oke Firas (:

I Broke u for nothinq Kaan3 ! (:

Peace No war (:

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Bler . now at sch ! Er , Noothinq Much To Saay .. So , Yea Fiqht Wit Syed lyke Hell ! I hate hym Aniwaay .. Hmm , Idk whyy ehqk ! So yaa COOL kaan ... ~bleqh~

; Love feels no burden , regards not labors , strives toward more than it attains , argues not of impossibility , since it believes that it may and can do all things . Therefore it avails for all things , and fulfils and accomplishes much where one not a lover falls and lies helpless .

oke , I fight Wit Syed now . So wont b postinq tht MUCH oke Readers ....


The LOVER (:
The COUPLES (:
The 351s SISTERS (:

Went to PAsir Ris yesterdaay .. I gonaa Start the story ehqk ..

Mit They all at 351 first . So went dhere mit SYED , SUMAYYAH , MUSTAFA alreadi .. Dhen waiting Fr AZIRA and AZrin .. So slow maan . Hehs . Ok mit they all .. Wen to cwp , buy present fr INAA .. BUY3 .. Oke SkipSkipSkip ......
Reach Downtown East , Mit mummy go in the chalet . And there , We haad fun (: yaaay ... Oke , wen we wanna SMOKE kaan , We go the end of downtown pasir ris chalet there ... AND3 , i saaw 2 of mhy schmates . 1 of them is mhy adimire , he is sec4 . hahah .. FUCK sia ! He aso SAW mie ! Hehs .. Having fun alll thhee WAAY !
Cut cake all tht .. We all the 351s plus aidil too , Went to ADVENTURE at pasir ris park .. Wen we are SMOKING .. Syed went to azrin and aidaa wan lighter , and make lyke makcik keropok , he sayy " Cu , mintaak lighter ! " .. Azrin was shouting sia ! he think is a ghost ! haha .. B U S T A R D Oke , at night tawu ard 9+ .. We went to mangrove pasir ris thr .. Oke , NO LIGHT .. So ,, Wen we have our 10step , and aidaa saay " who dont wanna go ?" .. Dhen aidil sayy , " mie " .. So we all nvr go .. Oke , lyke ppl saay , If we alreadi at one place , we cant look back kann ! hehe .. so , I was wit syed .. Azira wit Mustafa .. Sumayyah wit aidil and Aidaa wit Azrin .. Wen we are walking , Sunddenlyy we all hear a noise tingyy , dhen i ask syed to change place .. I hold syed hand lyke hell sia .. Haha .. Sorie ehqk . Oke , So walk3 ,, dhen3 i tell syed see aidil and sumayyah they holding hand , dhen syed lungh .. WEN i trun to syed side , I SAW A GHOST SITTING AT ONE TREE .., SO i ask pull syed hand i walk faster .. Wen reach to a light SIDE ,, I tell aida , whntr she see anithing , And she see also at the same tree as i see too . And SUMAYYAH and MUSTAFA and AZIRA too .. ONLIE syed , azrin and aidil nvr saaw it . Aidaa saw the ghost was standing . Sumaayah too .. And mustafa and azira saaw the same as i saw .. Oke , Whtever ! haha ! Oke , Blaah3 ! Reach tht chalet alreadi , dhen go home . THE END (:

; Bhby , having fun wit uu . Bhut , fr mie 1dae is nt the fun .. I just wan many daays wit uu . Aw shyk , HAPII VALENTINE DAAYS BHBYS ! Mwaahh (:

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; BHY ! I liive fr u , I LOve fr uu ! And now we re IN LOVE .. HAPI 2mthswy whqk .. I LOVE u the waay u re . BHUT , I don meant anmr oke shyk . Hapi mthswy ehqk (:

So , tdae mine and syed mothswyy .. weeehhyy .. Nvr mit hym anw ..
Wen out , Go bank Take out 50 BUCKS Frm my BANK ..


OKE laah ! GTG msl LAME aarrrhh ! BHUBYEEE (:

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hyeloh , So now daays Bz . Sori Taak Post Ehqk (: Oke , Now daays Stayback Fr Decoratinq Claasss .. er , So tdae nvr Go NPCC , SKIP3333333 lhaa SIAL ! WHr got tyme to GO CCA ??!! Hehs .. (: SO , wen 351 TDAE . Fiqht Wit Syed jus BCUZ of HAFIZ tear Syed PPR ! LYKe wth sia ! Two2 THE same ARRh ! So Azira , Mustafa , Aidaa And Azrin Plaay Rain . 30Min Sumayyah , Syed , Azira Cousin And MIE ! Go plaay Rain .. Haha . After Tht , Hafiz annd Fai Go kopi Shop Eat .. Dhen i ANd Hilfi Go thr Sit thr . Bcuz at 354 they take cacing and wanna phut at our hair . LYKE WTH! I kenaa alreadi wit mustafa AND syed ! Hehs .
Oke llaaah ! Having FUNN tdae !!!! Hehs (: Hope MONDAAY rain , ISh wanna PLAY rain !
And SYED and Mie TMR 2MTHSWYY ARH ! Hope WE mit oke DEAR (: I LOVE YOOUU !

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Spell your name without vowels: arn yznt
What color do you wear most?: black
What are you listening to?: Bruno Marz
Are you happy with your life right now?: YESHHH :D
What is your favorite class in school?: not so sure yet ?
Are you outgoing?: i guess so .
Favorite pair of shoes?: slippers (:
Where is your favorite Branded place to shop: err , cotton on ? well , yah :D
Your watch brand: Addidaas .
Number: 1 (:
Girls Name for yr child: Puteri Afiqaah
Animal: Idk Maah (:
Movie: Gullivers travel and rapunzel ? Mayb ..
Favorite Cartoon Character: spongebob squarepants !


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Smoked: Yessh (:.
Loved someone so much that it made you cry: yes actually !
Broken a bone: nooo .
Played truth or dare: Yess (:
Been in a police car: nope ?
Been in a hot tub: yupp
Fallen asleep in school: yahhh , During Eng and SS Tyme .
Broken someone’s heart: alot , sorry ah .
Cried when someone died: Yeaa :D
Cried in school: about to .
Fell of your chair: not that stupid anymore .


IN A GIRL/GUY
Favorite eye color: Brown (:
Short or long hair: anything as long as it suits him ?
Best clothing: err , not matrep-ish :D
Hate: those that act gerek in front of their friends when with me .


Hyelooh . So Todae nvr go schh . Sick maah . Hehs . Yesterdae plaay Rain . I and my sis , wanna get SICK ! hehs .. Kids now daays . Notty (:
Yesterdaay , i wanna go kithen , dhen sihh rasul and zoak , inside thr . I wanna take water dhen rasul say to mie ILOVEYOU 2 tymes .. Dhen Zoak saay , EEE (:
I waas lyke HUH ? i started Lyke Keep quiet kaan . Hhehs .. Dhen , Rasul saay Gudnyte .. Dhen i Wallk In go SLEEP (:


Todaay , When i Tel syed i nvr go sch , He lyke Scold2 sehhy . He saay ltr Want to mit how laahjh tuuh laah . Ish ! esk Esk blehh kaan shyk . U nhy ponn .. Dhen now we lyke fighting arrhh . He countinued msg mie to GOO 351 . Lyke i caan jer . My mum Dnt giv llaah . Issh !
Staay at home ajrh . Want go down top up also , NO moneyy . hehes ..

Thts all lhaa (:

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Blurr .. I jus wannt uu Sia . ):

AT school
TDAE was LATE Wake UP ! Wake up AT 5.50am BHUT i RUSH go SHOWER .. Hehs . SO get out of house nearlyy 6 ! **PUFFFF** Good for mie laah kaan . Dhen , Reach SCH studyy studyy studyy ALL the waay and fanilly RECESSS ! Eat NASI PADANG (: . SEDAAP . Hungry lyke hell sia .. So EAT EAT ... Recess ENND , dhen gt F&N lesson .. Sikit2 Tht teacher scold sia ! NO LYFE ! WORLD laah cikguu . Haha ,, NO offence okeeaayhh . Oke , all the waay studdyy .. Nw Sch borink all the waay sia ! AND2 , Sunddenlly SECONDAARRYY one become MANY sia when we at PARADE SQUE , Er hehs (: OOke laah DONE at SCHOOL noww !

351
Oke , Stayy and lepakk at 351 jus nw . And go LIb fr awile . Sunddenlly mit MUSTAQIM sai ! OMG ! HANDSOME EHH DHen go 351 back . Saw the guys playing takraw all the waay till i went home . (: Oke , Dys no offence ehh 351 become more BORED sia .. When come ajerh all maen takraww . Lyke WTF sia !! JUST WANNA saay " COME on 351s come dowwn laah .. " hehs .. Oke laah ! DONE (:

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So , I am done here . Quiet Lonq too kaan . (:
TSK ! Stop smoke more good kan3 ! Yea , At least i nt tht Lyke tergyler2 kaan RRK ! kaan . Try my best to smoke 1 dae onlie 5Puff . Yea ! GOODGERL Come BACK to THE world LAAH mother FUCKER ! ! Hehs .



Kindly If u hate mie . Pls tell mie . Bcuz , i wannna noe oke . I feel it rite nw . Tht u Crisly Hate mie . So , If u hate mie ,, Tell mie . And I will B ure enemyy oke ! Its fyne Fr mie tht u hate miie . Idont care at all oke . TSK ! Ur face lyke CBBBB ! ! !
AMIKKAW OBAAT !! SIAL . Oke , i dnt care if u hate mie . I dont care if u wanna make mie jealous infrout of ur freaky fucking booif . Bcuz idontcare oke . I also caan do it laah sial !
ALAMAK lyke want to tell hym sia ! CRIOSLY , i dont mean it animore . I Giivee up on uu .
And i sori oke .. If tht is nt enough fr uu , dhen get ur hand fucking get out of here oke !


ILOVEYOU



Hye2 . So , Jus nw fightinq wit SYED . Yea , Good fr uu to noe alreadiii ..
Yea , makeen hary ,maken shayank kaw laah syed (: hehs .

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Readers (:
Hehs . So , Tdae in the mrnq till 8+ at home . Watch TB , Sleep , Do hw .. Dhen Ard 8+ ,
Mummy go out already ard 8.30 . Dhen ,I and aidaa go mit azrin all .
First2 got Azrin , Syed and Nabeel .. Dhen , Mus , Hafiz , Tupai and Hilfi come .
Alamak ! I fight wit hilfi abt mhy fren jusnow. Haiyoo ! Hilfi2 . Hehs .
So , Romance at mhy blok . DHen ard 10.50pm , Aidaa Go up first . Dhen , 11pm I go up .
Hehs !
Thaats all fr tdae arrhhgg . Oke laah (:

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` Bhby i love u the waay u are . Bhut suddenly i hate uu now . I jus don understand . Why shld i std wit uu , and we always fiqht again and again non stop at all . I realli cnt take it animore , U make mie hurt and i make u hurt . So , Tys is the tyme .. We shld bweak and fynd the new one okeyhh dearest

Yea , Tdae crossCountry . Waas criosly non tired . Tired also nt tht much tired . FR mie PE more tirinq . Hahah .. So , crosscountry at BUKIT BATOK NATURE PARK 2 BUKIT TIMAH and went back to BUKIT BATOK NATURE PARK . Aftr write down the record , went back to sch . Recess tyme . SO aftr eat , wen to claass take beqs , Dhen wen to hall abt onlie fr 30mins . So skip ... Finish sch , blaah3 ! Take mrt go 351 . Tht tyme i waas fiqhtinq wit syed , stuped sia . I wanna lpk witt mhy frens , dhen he lyke scold mie ! I rather go home dhen see hys face . Oke countined .. At 351 , i and syed sit faar faar away . Dhen ard 30mins lyke tht , We Nvr fiqht animore . So tyme fr roman3 arh . Dhen at mhy hand i put AIRAS > dhen syed see , He merakjuk , dhen whn i wanna go home i salam they all . Syed waas far , so i walk to hym , slm hym dhen talk to syed . HE DONT WANNA LAYAN MIE SIA ! haiyh ! saad paah boi . So , wen i wen home . Msg syed all tht . Start fiqhtinq again , so i say laah , i prfr bweak dhen we in relantionship . BTL TAAK ??!!
SO nw still fiqhtinq wit hymm , I nvr eeply hys msg arh . Claver kaan3 !

Oke laah , End here (:




Hi , Currentlly Havinq fun at sch . Hehs (:
One of myne NPCC senior , lioke mie . As i also lioke hym , Hehs (:
I feel lyke wanna play tymer sehy ! Oke laah . I tink i will hehs (: if u guys out thr waannaa tell syed , tell oke . I also sun care he scold or nt . TSK3 ,

Lyke pernormal . At sch havinq fun . At 351 nt havinq fun . Haiyh ! Stuped sehy ! feel lyke dont wanna go 351 gytuuh . Bcuz , mayb u hate mie . Iam sorie ! If u angry at mie , forget it caan ??
I nvr ever break up our frenship sehy . Its oke laah . (:
Tmr is crossountry . Jus hope will nt b rain (: I gonnaa runninq .
So , Good luck fr mie ehqk (:
So , nthq to post animore . Hm , Tata (: